Friday, March 18, 2005

Obligatory "I'm in the Learning Grid" entry.

Everybody, at some point in their lives, feels the need to make a blog entry to say 'I'm in the learning grid.' It's symptomatic of a need to do their work, but a desperate desire not to.

"I'm in the learning grid. I have all of my work next to me! But I'm not learning. Something is missing..."

Current Mood: In the Learning Grid.
Currently listening to: *Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

I'm wearing my WASS t-shirt. I keep forgetting to bring my 'Maths sums it up nicely' badge out with me. I want everybody to see it. I want somebody to ask me what I study, and I can say "My course is so intricate and beautifully complex, that it's difficult to describe, but if I had to give a one-word description of what I study, then I suppose (points to badge) 'Maths' sums it up nicely!"

Basically I dragged myself out of bed today, took literally two-and-a-half-hours to shower and dress (I felt really upset and I didn't know why. I had a really great time last night, but I only very vaguely remember any of it. I remember having a three-way snog...), and then somehow convinced myself "I'm going to get started on my work today." So I gathered all the pieces of paper in my room, chucked half of them out, and divided the rest between my folder and my school bag. Then I made my way here, and spent a long time achieving very little.

Ive got money on the mind too. I'm going to check my account balance later today, and I'm very worried about it. I really want to be in credit by the end of next term; I was planning to save money over the holidays by barely going out, but that plan hasn't come to fruition.

I havn't felt this down for a very long time. And I don't ever recall whining this much. It must be what I refer to as my 'Time of the month'.

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